Tuesday, July 6, 2010

New & Old Friends

When life goes on, there are a lot of friends joining in and leave your life.

They are who paint your life into a colourful one =D
Imagine when you live alone in this world with all strangers, even you are provided with the most delicious food in the world, the satisfaction of life will not achieve, because you don't even felt secure with no body cheering you up.

We can consider our life as share-markets which are rise and fall all the time. That's was the time which we are happy, contented, smile on the face =).

Everyone hope there are no ending, there are time machine to go back to the previous state, which was fulfilled with all lovely friends around ourselves. But, time still goes as his job is to make sure you appreciate every good & sweet time. As I have seen, my sister before she went to the boarding school in KL. She was spoiled and don't even appreciate things around like room, parents, friends and food. And now, she had letters sent from the school to home, that she miss everything, miss papa, miss mama, miss steam fish, miss friends, miss her room and so forth.

As time also let us understand the same feeling. As not everything are at the original status, earth is spinning, time is ticking.

Old friends are those we met at primary and secondary school. But I thought, friends in secondary school will make us more close. I mean form 1 like that. Anyway, is good to have a combo from primary school, the memories will be awesome! In primary school, we have a cute brain, "I don't want friend you!", "I don't want talk to you!". Wow, we express our feeling from our heart, straight, without filter. But, as we still small, we are not so vengeful. Later we become friends again... =)

That's actually very good. If we try to say it on this age, I mean now, there will be a disconnection from someone. xD Of course a combo friends can have it as a joke. How about new friends? They will mark you as stranger that have an unfriendly attitude. Even get away from you.

What if everyone are having last time cute brain on friendship, that would be easy =D. That's impossible, we are growing up to have a brain with many thoughts, hypothesis and feelings. We always put on our black hat (disadvantage thinking) on something, end up with a unhappy state.

Many people are giving you poison, by scolding you, judging you and action ed you. But is on your choice either to take it or ignore it. Somehow this is hard to ignore it. We will heart fragile also lol. That's why new friends get messy to before become close, large effort have to be done. They don't know what you like, you don't like or you allergic what and you don't know theirs too! Misunderstanding happens every moment, until you get a stable moment, then that's close friends.

Having my old friends, everyone are fantastic, Ayrton thanks for capturing wonderful moment, you have a big sacrifice. And I now come to rescue you haha. Thinking back of when we were young. WOW, that is a lot man. Boom someone, talk crap, meeting, make fun in class, make fun of teacher, have us lepak somewhere and talking bear in class? And I remembered, there was a sau chang days in birotatanegara. O m g, there are different in UNI which have some limit and the "key" are different to have everyone to be haha-ed. Ohw, I remembered we have to stand in front of perhimpunan to sorry to everyone, that was memorable. I wish I could have chance say sorry again haha. When last year after SPM, we have our last party. I wish I could stop at the moment everyone cheering up me. It's sad, but is damn freaking blissful. By touching shoulder, back, head just like a pet, is fantastic.

When we are adult, we set a limit at the way to communicate. Shy, scare paiseh and the holy courage to express. @_@ See, I always see KJ, JJ, John and ayrton, fight selumber. Then after that they have back on friendship. Then, have Malaysia's flag shaking on the corridor and shout merdeka. Wonder where can we do this again. Out of no where, there are no better massaging center compare to our class LOL. And it was free of charge! Hope we will experience that again after reborn



ganu kite,
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