Sunday, September 21, 2008

The Return Of One's Heart (1)

Once upon a time, there was a little boy, WEI, which birthed by his mum, AI. He was weak, because he was a earlier birthed child which is not reaching the original full month. And, WEI's father was WU.

In the evening about 7pm, three person were enjoying their dinner. "Dear, enjoy your dinner, i have made a special dish for you after you had work hardly." AI said to WU. "Thanks Dear." There was a peaceful life. The song of family surrounding the home, and cheering music filled the air. "Waaa~ waaa~" WEI crying. WEI hailed from a moderately low funded of family, so the meals were normal and few, but the moment of the dinner full with loves of theirs. "I love you, WEI." "WEI, I love you too!" both of parents said. Their lovely relationship just like an ionic bond between atoms, as tough as an alloy.

After years and years of their relationship, it came to the end. The incident started with quarrel, up set, angry and lastly, sad.

WU: "Hey you! Why you choose not to believe me?!"
AI :"Never! You are lier!"
"What's wrong with you! For sure you have another lover outside!"
"You should see yourselves before say me."
"NO NEED, BECAUSE I AM YOUR HUSBAND!!"
"SO WHAT? Everyday i cook, i wash, i mop, who cares me? NO ONE!!"
"SHUT UP!" Don't be so rude to me!"
"At least I am not as rude as you! Dude"
"I feeling vomit!!! of continues living with you!"
"SO WHAT?! You are STILL my husband"
"NO, i gonna break our relationship"
"......" *Eyes turns red*
"That's all for you and me!"
*Crying harshly*

Because of the parents were not well-communicated, so they broke up. How? AI had to take care of the son. WU had gone alone to continues his another half-life.

WEI was 6 years old now, his father leave him when he was 4 years old. At the time of the parents quarreling. WEI sit beside. He saw everything and every action, this forever saved in his little mind--The action of his rude father, WU.

AI have to work with others in order to feed the family. She lives in the house of the boss, REN. She worked as a maid. Full-time maid. It was a tiring job. The most challenging job. But, she work hard to earn money.

So, WEI learned the bad attitude from every single person. And it was due to lack of love for WEI. For a growing child, they need to be loved and this will leads to the better discipline, attitude, talking and communicating among people. Then as he grow ed bigger, he become more bad. A lot of harsh words hanged on his mouth whenever he go. The words polluted the style of him. A white paper that had darken by a black ink.

In the school, WEI skipped the class a lot of times. He boring to the school day and finds something to do with. Everyday, he wanted money from his mum. If his mum didn't supplied him enough money, he blamed his mum harshly.

"MUM? I want pocket money."
"What? I don't have money, the money i already gave to grandma."
"But, i need it now!"
"No WEI, i didn't have"
"MUM YOU ARE SO USELESS!!!"

Tears drop indefinitely~

Woah T__T, what he had done to his mum was the biggest mistake in his life. But, he didn't realise that. Because he grow ed up alone.

So, almost everyday, his mum, AI called him through the phone. His mum used to be up set when talked to his son. Because his son always used louder voice to blame his mum. As his son didn't realise that that is for his own good. These pity sour days passes unrealized by AI.

She is so heart pain that, she had a rude son. She think and think. But, in the world, no one and nothing is more important than his SON...... WEI. She absolutely loves his son.

One day:
"Mum, i want a motor."
"Har?? I have no money"
"But i want it!"
"But, you promise you will be a good boy."
"No PROBLEM!"
"OK, i will saves money and buy a motor for you"
"Thanks mum"

The story begin, AI was over love his son. Whether the promise is followed is still a question mark......




To be continues......




Written By,
eDdY

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Gossip n Betrayer

Sh... Still not at the right mood to publish my story. Be patient.

Em, first of all, i want to say about gossip. Everyone has secrets. Untalkable secrets. But, it is worst when you said someone bad behind him/her. A long time ago, a person who is a government staff take care of the village, but, he felt that the villagers don't like him so much.

So, he set a dislike feeling of take caring the village in his mind. What's wrong? Actually the villagers don't mean that. This is his additional useless six sense. No doubt, he think too much although he is a good leader. Then, one day some of the villagers do somethings wrong, he checked unclearly and killed the villagers. Once. After that, the next time, he already set that, the villagers are bad people. The "VILLAGERs"! duh... T_T

Next, he reported the incident to the upper staff in the government, then, the government delimoshed the village by judging a small mistake done by villager but reality is not the village, it is just that the PEOPLE already set that they are bad people. The villagers have to sufferred because lack of habitat. What a pity.

Never think twice or deeper, or check the matter clearer to understand the situation. This is the ending of the villagers peace n loving lifes.

Everyone, judge a thing from the surface. And never believe them twice. If somethings happen soon after the mistake, they will blame these mistakers without any doubt. They judge us by our mistake forever. Althought that is not our mistake.

And it is bad when you back stab ones than you telling the truth to him/her. Right? Sometimes, really need to understand the situation before acting. You can control what to happen soon.

So, in the community, if we done wrong once, everyone judge us as "BAD" forever. Just like "a basin of distilled water that pollute by a drop of black ink." No comment, we have to face the facts.

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Now, i wan to said about betrayer.
In a group of people, all must be cooperate in order to achieve our dream. So, betrayer is a person who do something to betray us.

Whats good of that. In the community, everyone full of lies, cheats, trainer... If without these helps, who will be as peace as the beach?

Haha, k la, for instance. I see the teacher in education's world. When they want to up standard (naik pangkat), for sure a test will be carried out right? Then, a teacher from somewhere will be here, i mean in the class to observe and judge the teaching skill of the teacher. By my observation, the judger even sleep in the class and didn't pay attention to the trainie, then at last they put the highest grade.

So, concerning this problem, quality is the problem. Educational road is hard to go. You see, the nowardays, the tagged pro teacher, just have 5% of them suit to it. Another 95% is just tagged the cool name. Teaching is the same as normal teacher. And, without the help of judges, who gonna be successful? Of course someone that is really own the superb skills.

And, if you be the betrayer, you will have no friends. I mean friends!

Really. You try and see. I dunno why, it is just no friends. So, if you want to be a betrayer, think properly as to hide your name from being knew by others. Or, never use your name.

Like this, you can shape a fair world with the same rate of probality. But, that is heavy (berat). Duh... I think i will be insane if i am a betrayer. I know, a betrayer is the pure people that want to show out others fault. Hurts a lot of friends. Think...



Be Frank,
eDdY

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Speechless

Duh... No mood to write down the story yet.
Today i want to chat about my school, my form, my class.


As time goes, we are growing. In the class 5 Alpha, i learn a lot of facts and facts. We are naif, inexperienced person who join the education worlds from standard one to form 5, from a naif become a person who had somethings like knowledge.

From one incident to one incident, i had learn some valuable thing, that is people, will only preferred to judge you with how much fault you had been done than how much contribution you had gave to the school, community, country, world and human.

Although we done a lot of strange event, but what's wrong? This is called growing up, on the way of growing up, we will do many things that is wrong and nasty. Don't blame me, we learn from mistake. Sometimes not really deliberately done the nasty things, but it is natural. As long as we enjoyed.

Anyhow, people just like to gossip and idle talk about our bad, our attitudes, our discipline, our class, our form and the generation. No one, really no one step forward to understand and investigate our arcane actions. Such as, take exam together with us? Study and follow the class thorough out the day? Putting a student who is a spy to understand us? YOU will see what IT IS!! Or else, No one, know us.

Just, keep saying our bad. Frank! This is human being. Black spot on a white paper, what did they saw? "BLACK SPOT IN THE MIDDLE"

Then, how? Teenagers done a lot of mistake and something not sort of mistake, it is just like... Aiks i not really know how to say it. Treason moment (叛逆期) that likes to betray the faith.

Awwwwwwwwww... Adult just see it by the surface, they categorize and classify this as our fault. Hundred percent is our faults. absolutely.

Then, we, teenagers have no right to voice out our dream.

No lens Vol ens, we have to nge nge go through this, no others way.

Although we made troubles, made record, made fun, made noise, made everything,

SO WHAT???

AT LEAST WE DON'T MISS OUT OUR TEENAGER'S LIFE.

至少我们的青春没有遗憾!!!




XD Stabbing,
eDdY